to lose an arm
nay, to lose an extension of one's self
is to feel life's true disease
that of the lonesome
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
someone's shouting
can you make it stop
I think i'll just lay down
wake me when it stops
there is a fairy land
where little butterflies have power
and all else sinks into the morning dew
to wrestle away the hours
In this land there is a forest
A place where trees stand tall
And all else falls into the shade
to sleep away the hours
And Beyond the forest lies a lake
where the prettiest fish swim strong
and all else floats above the surface
to rock away the hours
and At the edge of fairy land
There lies a lone embankment
Covered in prickly flowers
A perfect place to dream away the hours
so let it not be said
that he is a merciful king
that his people do matter
and that his cuffs are not stained
Because his sleeves are dyed red
His people, poor and hungry
and his country bows to my mercy
can you make it stop
I think i'll just lay down
wake me when it stops
there is a fairy land
where little butterflies have power
and all else sinks into the morning dew
to wrestle away the hours
In this land there is a forest
A place where trees stand tall
And all else falls into the shade
to sleep away the hours
And Beyond the forest lies a lake
where the prettiest fish swim strong
and all else floats above the surface
to rock away the hours
and At the edge of fairy land
There lies a lone embankment
Covered in prickly flowers
A perfect place to dream away the hours
so let it not be said
that he is a merciful king
that his people do matter
and that his cuffs are not stained
Because his sleeves are dyed red
His people, poor and hungry
and his country bows to my mercy
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Yep Yep
I have graduated...sortof. I had the ceremony, but it does not mean anything until they confirm my graduation application went through. *waits impatiently*
List of things to do:
Apply for a passport!
Figure out where on my trip I will be going
Study for my permit test
Clean the house
Fill out exit interview crap
Pay last expenses for college
Get a job
Hang out with friends (which is sometimes a chore)
piece of cake....
bleh.
I'm actually pretty sure that that is not all...but that is all i can remember.
List of things to do:
Apply for a passport!
Figure out where on my trip I will be going
Study for my permit test
Clean the house
Fill out exit interview crap
Pay last expenses for college
Get a job
Hang out with friends (which is sometimes a chore)
piece of cake....
bleh.
I'm actually pretty sure that that is not all...but that is all i can remember.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Ill/Sick
I am sick, sick, sick. I have a fever. I'm shivering. I coughed so hard earlier that I threw up. This sucks BALLS! Seriously. I have 17 days left til graduation and I am busy coughing up a lung. Not cool. Tomorrow I will go to the health center. They won't do anything though :( I hope my fever is still around tomorrow so that they can take me more seriously.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Men
Update on relationships:
The boy i like does not have an official girlfriend. Though he may have another girl he is interested in. We hooked up twice. Now he is ignoring me. FUCKING DOUCHEBAG! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! woo. i just needed to say that...i feel better now. and I technically don't hate you...but I am ridiculously confused by you. Should I say something? Should i stay quiet? I am usually pretty blunt with my feelings and confusion because I don't handle uncertainty well. My friend wants me to stay quiet. But if i stay quiet our friendship might disappear as well as the possibility for more. And even if we are never in a relationship...you kiss freaking amazingly. I miss it already and its only been a bit. fuck. Did our mutual friend (who admitted he likes me) tell you something that made you turn away? did you hook up with someone else and decide I am not good enough? are you a douchebag like I suspect? fuck. i hate this. If you do not contact me or talk to me by Wednesday night...i am going to say something. i can not handle the suspense and the awkwardness.
The boy i like does not have an official girlfriend. Though he may have another girl he is interested in. We hooked up twice. Now he is ignoring me. FUCKING DOUCHEBAG! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! woo. i just needed to say that...i feel better now. and I technically don't hate you...but I am ridiculously confused by you. Should I say something? Should i stay quiet? I am usually pretty blunt with my feelings and confusion because I don't handle uncertainty well. My friend wants me to stay quiet. But if i stay quiet our friendship might disappear as well as the possibility for more. And even if we are never in a relationship...you kiss freaking amazingly. I miss it already and its only been a bit. fuck. Did our mutual friend (who admitted he likes me) tell you something that made you turn away? did you hook up with someone else and decide I am not good enough? are you a douchebag like I suspect? fuck. i hate this. If you do not contact me or talk to me by Wednesday night...i am going to say something. i can not handle the suspense and the awkwardness.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Poem
This was going to be a song with a chorus, but I like it better as just spoken word.
A Relationship in Parts
Part 1
It’s the deepest part of winter
And it seems a lot like summer when he’s near
Cause he brings coffee in the rain
Feel the beat of the caffeine
Does it leave you breathless?
All alone before the freeze
In tiny little beads of snow
That drift and fill the angels down below.
Part 2
He spreads slick poison out his tongue
It tastes like the first time you had rum
But it’s not your last time
He’ll love you again
In shiny painted keys
Remembering all there was to give
In little notes and happy hopes
He’ll play on your fantasies
Part 3
He slithers in the background
Seeking out things for him alone
And he yells across the room
“We’re never quite alone!”
And that’s the problem you have too
With his tired eyes and looser chords
He’s not playing anything for you anymore.
A Relationship in Parts
Part 1
It’s the deepest part of winter
And it seems a lot like summer when he’s near
Cause he brings coffee in the rain
Feel the beat of the caffeine
Does it leave you breathless?
All alone before the freeze
In tiny little beads of snow
That drift and fill the angels down below.
Part 2
He spreads slick poison out his tongue
It tastes like the first time you had rum
But it’s not your last time
He’ll love you again
In shiny painted keys
Remembering all there was to give
In little notes and happy hopes
He’ll play on your fantasies
Part 3
He slithers in the background
Seeking out things for him alone
And he yells across the room
“We’re never quite alone!”
And that’s the problem you have too
With his tired eyes and looser chords
He’s not playing anything for you anymore.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
During College Confusion Part 1
relationships:
I like a boy, but i think he has a girlfriend. He semi-flirts with me, so if he does have a girlfriend I feel bad for her.
health:
I'm randomly really stressed and I'm still sick. Thankfully the sickness is just this obnoxious cough. Other then the cough I feel fully recovered.
future:
I was talking to Angela and she was telling me about Americorps which sounds like an interesting program. I would totally be a part of it, but I would like to get my driver's license first. If they are still accepting applications for stuff after I've gotten my drivers license I will apply.
I like a boy, but i think he has a girlfriend. He semi-flirts with me, so if he does have a girlfriend I feel bad for her.
health:
I'm randomly really stressed and I'm still sick. Thankfully the sickness is just this obnoxious cough. Other then the cough I feel fully recovered.
future:
I was talking to Angela and she was telling me about Americorps which sounds like an interesting program. I would totally be a part of it, but I would like to get my driver's license first. If they are still accepting applications for stuff after I've gotten my drivers license I will apply.
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