This was going to be a song with a chorus, but I like it better as just spoken word.
A Relationship in Parts
Part 1
It’s the deepest part of winter
And it seems a lot like summer when he’s near
Cause he brings coffee in the rain
Feel the beat of the caffeine
Does it leave you breathless?
All alone before the freeze
In tiny little beads of snow
That drift and fill the angels down below.
Part 2
He spreads slick poison out his tongue
It tastes like the first time you had rum
But it’s not your last time
He’ll love you again
In shiny painted keys
Remembering all there was to give
In little notes and happy hopes
He’ll play on your fantasies
Part 3
He slithers in the background
Seeking out things for him alone
And he yells across the room
“We’re never quite alone!”
And that’s the problem you have too
With his tired eyes and looser chords
He’s not playing anything for you anymore.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
During College Confusion Part 1
relationships:
I like a boy, but i think he has a girlfriend. He semi-flirts with me, so if he does have a girlfriend I feel bad for her.
health:
I'm randomly really stressed and I'm still sick. Thankfully the sickness is just this obnoxious cough. Other then the cough I feel fully recovered.
future:
I was talking to Angela and she was telling me about Americorps which sounds like an interesting program. I would totally be a part of it, but I would like to get my driver's license first. If they are still accepting applications for stuff after I've gotten my drivers license I will apply.
I like a boy, but i think he has a girlfriend. He semi-flirts with me, so if he does have a girlfriend I feel bad for her.
health:
I'm randomly really stressed and I'm still sick. Thankfully the sickness is just this obnoxious cough. Other then the cough I feel fully recovered.
future:
I was talking to Angela and she was telling me about Americorps which sounds like an interesting program. I would totally be a part of it, but I would like to get my driver's license first. If they are still accepting applications for stuff after I've gotten my drivers license I will apply.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
After College Part 3
Since it is not quite after college yet I think I should do a countdown of sorts until that day does come.
Days until I graduate: 44 days.
Things to finish first:
1 midterm.
1 essay.
1 10 page play.
3 finals.
Days until I graduate: 44 days.
Things to finish first:
1 midterm.
1 essay.
1 10 page play.
3 finals.
Shitty Week
This week sucks.
I have been sick and since everyone is worried about the swine flu i have been freaking out. I know I probably don't have the swine flu, but it's hard not to be freaked out about it anyways.
I am also experiencing cramping pains. BOO!
And lastly...I broke up with Kevin. He took it nicely, but was clearly REALLY fucking sad about it. Which makes me REALLLY fucking sad about it. I almost wish he had turned into a douche over it...then I wouldn't feel like such a piece of shit.
I have been sick and since everyone is worried about the swine flu i have been freaking out. I know I probably don't have the swine flu, but it's hard not to be freaked out about it anyways.
I am also experiencing cramping pains. BOO!
And lastly...I broke up with Kevin. He took it nicely, but was clearly REALLY fucking sad about it. Which makes me REALLLY fucking sad about it. I almost wish he had turned into a douche over it...then I wouldn't feel like such a piece of shit.
Monday, April 27, 2009
F U Blogspot
No seriously blogspot is not my friend today.
But in other news. I am very confused about the state of my relationship. We shall see how it goes.
Also: I am writing an essay today about police reform. its due at 6pm today. I realllly don't want to go to class. Cause I am sick :(
But in other news. I am very confused about the state of my relationship. We shall see how it goes.
Also: I am writing an essay today about police reform. its due at 6pm today. I realllly don't want to go to class. Cause I am sick :(
Sunday, April 26, 2009
After College Part 2
Whoa dude. I'm seriously on a roll tonight with remembering shit I want to write about.
This blog's topic is travel.
I forgot to mention in the previous 2 blogs that I want to travel after college. With my nonexistent money of course. My plan to fix this is to beg my Uncle Dennis to get me some flights and some spending money. That guy is amazing...he is one of my heroes :)
OK if i for some reason finagle the money here is what I plan to do:
First. Road Trip.
Damon Poon, Angela Dang, and Todd Quigley have been my closest UCSC friends since the beginning of it. Without them I would not have made it through...sooo we plan on having one last hurrah. And since we are all poor we thought a road trip up to Seattle would be the cheapest way to go. We can stop at the drive thru zoo. We can also stop at the zoo that represents my childhood: The North West Trek. http://www.nwtrek.org/ I used to go there every other summer or so with my family when we would drive up to see my family in Washington. Shout out to my favorite town name: Puyallup. That place owns.
Second. Brighton England.
You totally saw that coming. Admit it you did. Katie begs EVERYONE she meets to come visit her in brighton. I think it would be freakin amazing to go. Especially since I have never been out of the country and Katie is freakin amazing. I would stay with her (saving on hotel) and we could go to some festivals. Reading festival anyone? or maybe Glastonbury? Tea in the park? we'll see what time I can get out there...and then I am all over that stuff.
Third. LA and LV.
I want to go to Las vegas with some people. My brother? Chelsea? Merced! And I would love to return to socal. I totally missed hanging out with Nikki. and that saddens me.
Fourth. Australia.
I want to go so bad. I also missed Wendy leaving so I feel like a huge douche. Downside is I have no idea if I would be able to stay with Wendy...and I have no idea what I would do when i get there. But a koala better be involved at one point.
Fifth. Other stuff.
I want to go lots of other places too. Just have not figured out where. I love knowing people in the ILC cause they can house me when I get there and tell me where to go when I get there.
Ok. So that is my traveling wish list for after college. Crap I have a lot to think about. Maybe I can win a contest for most awesome person and be gifted a million bucks?
This blog's topic is travel.
I forgot to mention in the previous 2 blogs that I want to travel after college. With my nonexistent money of course. My plan to fix this is to beg my Uncle Dennis to get me some flights and some spending money. That guy is amazing...he is one of my heroes :)
OK if i for some reason finagle the money here is what I plan to do:
First. Road Trip.
Damon Poon, Angela Dang, and Todd Quigley have been my closest UCSC friends since the beginning of it. Without them I would not have made it through...sooo we plan on having one last hurrah. And since we are all poor we thought a road trip up to Seattle would be the cheapest way to go. We can stop at the drive thru zoo. We can also stop at the zoo that represents my childhood: The North West Trek. http://www.nwtrek.org/ I used to go there every other summer or so with my family when we would drive up to see my family in Washington. Shout out to my favorite town name: Puyallup. That place owns.
Second. Brighton England.
You totally saw that coming. Admit it you did. Katie begs EVERYONE she meets to come visit her in brighton. I think it would be freakin amazing to go. Especially since I have never been out of the country and Katie is freakin amazing. I would stay with her (saving on hotel) and we could go to some festivals. Reading festival anyone? or maybe Glastonbury? Tea in the park? we'll see what time I can get out there...and then I am all over that stuff.
Third. LA and LV.
I want to go to Las vegas with some people. My brother? Chelsea? Merced! And I would love to return to socal. I totally missed hanging out with Nikki. and that saddens me.
Fourth. Australia.
I want to go so bad. I also missed Wendy leaving so I feel like a huge douche. Downside is I have no idea if I would be able to stay with Wendy...and I have no idea what I would do when i get there. But a koala better be involved at one point.
Fifth. Other stuff.
I want to go lots of other places too. Just have not figured out where. I love knowing people in the ILC cause they can house me when I get there and tell me where to go when I get there.
Ok. So that is my traveling wish list for after college. Crap I have a lot to think about. Maybe I can win a contest for most awesome person and be gifted a million bucks?
After College Part 1
Wow. 2 blog posts in one night. You know what that means? PROCRASTINATION!
Yes. This week I have an essay due Monday and 2 midterms (1 on Tuesday, 1 on Thursday). And here I am doing absolutely nothing productive. Getting to the end of my college career has made me really lazy when it comes to class and really not lazy when it comes to social life. I party more now than I have in the entirety of my existence prior. I blame Katie. Her britishness is infecting my brain. She's always saying stuff like, "In England we do mid week drinking. America confuses me!" lol Yeah soooo...I find myself spending most of my Tues/Wed nights at a bar with the international students...or at Damon's place playing Wii. When I graduate all of this will stop. And that saddens me.
On to the real point of this update.
I'm fat. Ok...I'm not really fat. Just pudgier than I normally am. To fix this I plan to beg the crap out of my mom for a membership to club sport. Then I could go to the gym with Merced. And maybe my mom will even jump on board. This is part of my After college plan.
general plan:
1. Drivers license
2. Work out
3. GET A JOB
4. Move the fuck out of my parent's house. I love them, but I can not live with them
After college life in 4 completely ridiculous steps...
PS: Whenever someone asks me to my face what I plan to do after college my response will be: "Well my 5 year plan is to win the lottery. It's a pretty solid simple plan. And what will you be doing while I am enjoying my millions?"
Yes. This week I have an essay due Monday and 2 midterms (1 on Tuesday, 1 on Thursday). And here I am doing absolutely nothing productive. Getting to the end of my college career has made me really lazy when it comes to class and really not lazy when it comes to social life. I party more now than I have in the entirety of my existence prior. I blame Katie. Her britishness is infecting my brain. She's always saying stuff like, "In England we do mid week drinking. America confuses me!" lol Yeah soooo...I find myself spending most of my Tues/Wed nights at a bar with the international students...or at Damon's place playing Wii. When I graduate all of this will stop. And that saddens me.
On to the real point of this update.
I'm fat. Ok...I'm not really fat. Just pudgier than I normally am. To fix this I plan to beg the crap out of my mom for a membership to club sport. Then I could go to the gym with Merced. And maybe my mom will even jump on board. This is part of my After college plan.
general plan:
1. Drivers license
2. Work out
3. GET A JOB
4. Move the fuck out of my parent's house. I love them, but I can not live with them
After college life in 4 completely ridiculous steps...
PS: Whenever someone asks me to my face what I plan to do after college my response will be: "Well my 5 year plan is to win the lottery. It's a pretty solid simple plan. And what will you be doing while I am enjoying my millions?"
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